meluahkan perasaan...

hey... mornink??! hehehe 


my topic ; meluahkan perasaan? dgn siapa? psl siapa? or bkan psl siapa2? 


my diary ; 
 yesterday - sad but still smiling...
 today - so sad... 
tomorrow - hopefully cure from the sadness...
- tiap ari dlm hidup kita msti melalu prasaan yg bbezza xkira dimana dan dlm apa saja... tp dlm mgatasi nya, xsuma cara sama.....
 1) ada yg "busy"kan dri... 
 2) ada yg mgemokkan dri...
 3) ada yg hancorkan dri.. ex; mrokok,mabok...
 4) ada yg mnangis... 
5) ada yg ketawa sndri...
 6) ada yg meluah... ada yg simpan...
 semua bbeza.............. sbb xsemua perasaan yg kita rasa, sama seperti pa yg org lain rasa... 


 my story ;
 -honestly, im sad today... cause? hahaha.. pasal bnda kcik jak tp "ORG" dsbalik bnda kcik ya buat aku btambah sedih...
 - dlok... bla aku sedih... aku jadi gila.. PSIKO abis... sbb... aku hancorkan drik aku pun... MY BFF know about dis...
 - sbb aku sa aku YG BERSALAH dlm apa yg bkaitan di antara ORG yg aku syg... wlpun bnda ya mmg aku xsalah.. just sbb the word SAYANG... hohohoho...
 - aku siap gores dan menang tgn aku dgn cutter, tumbuk dinding smpei biru tgn, nangis smpei goleng2, blari kat kolej aku smpei tingkat 9 dlm mnangis, genggam gunting bia tgn smpei bdarah...
 - SAKIT?? hahahha... sok pagi pas dh puas nangis, bok brasa sakit nya.. that the way im am once upon a time. haha. smpei BFF aku xsruh aku beli cutter or knive nak multifucntion ya eyh wlpun aku pdh aku nk pkei tuk msk hutan.. hohoho..
 - SEBAB pa ku rosakkan drik aku pia? sbb pa?? xtauk?? or tauk?? sstgah jak paham prasaan aku waktu ya.. sbb as i mention b4, everyone hv differ feeling.. 
-but today... im not the one that so "psiko" before... just bcoz love sumone, doesnt mean we need to HATE ourself... ingat TUHAN... ALLAH sntiasa dgn kta wktu sdih dan happy.. dan KAWAN2 AND FAMILY that always support...
 - aku ngakuk ssh nak ubah habit bruk yg dh lmak btapak dlm dri nak, yupp.. aku msih menangis as usual..tp kalik tok ats moto plak.. asa buat VC jak.. hahaha.. tp that the best coz noone saw me crying... huhuhuhu.. plus,aku masih berlari smpei peluh "jantan" klua.. haha... sbb dlm dri aku msh padah yg sedih aku MESTI dhilangkan dgn SENGSARA and MERANAkan dri aku.. huhuhuhu.. *don try dis at home. haha*
 - and 4 those that know my FB, and read my quote yesterday and was own by myself, yuppp.. that my real feeling... not all my quotes are about me but if its was OWN by LAYDEE BOO, it officially how my feeling... and that also 1 op my way to luahkan prasaan aku.. hohohoho..*sambil2 ya dtemani lagu2 sedih. haha*
 - dan da cgek gk cara aku luahkan ialah, talk to the one i love,respect and give full trust ... that was my BFF.. bunga... huhuhuhu.. she was the bes.. wlpun nya mlarang aku tp bla part jd adviser, she was THE SUPERB BES! hohohoho.. tq! :) 


 conclusion ;
 -dh tauk caraa aku kan? so pikir la dgn WARAS...... jgn ulangi pa yg aku BUAT.. suma ya jd SAMPAH.. -beh2 gik mun syg org yg SIK BERAPA nak SAYANG kta... - dan byk gik cara nak luahkan prasaan.. yg pting, jgn lupak yg kita ada ALLAH.. jgn nak plh buat bnda yg BODOH2.. okei? chill! :)


 The Person who tries to keep everyone happy , and always cares for everyone is always the most lonely person......=)